Ah, not much just now. Finished moving out / putting everything into storage.
now taking a few days off before tackling what needs tackling.
it's actually a relief, not stressing over moving etc. For now.
Ian's apparently medically fine but has decided he wants to die, now, that it finally looks like he is done with all the treatments and complications... I'm ready to kill him for doing this to me, on top of everything else... really explains some of the elder abuse out there. I know (think) he doesn't mean it when he is being a pain in the rump, but it still appears very calculated and is just too much to handle.
psych is supposed to evaluate him, but he isn't cooperating.
meanwhile, waiting for a quote on how much it would be to ship the dog to europe... he's too big to fly... if ian really does want to die, he can do it on his own.
Where are you staying now Laika57 ?, my heart is hurting for you and I understand. After all you have been through with him.. Dan did the same. He had had enough of treatments and cancer and procedures. The day I found him when I got home from work I found tons and tons of empty alcohol bottles on my balcony . Thst was probably him trying to end it all because he was done. I'll never really know. In Toronto theres a crisis number. 416 310 cope if he is willing to call. Would you call? I don't blame for going to Europe. You can only do so much. I hope Rudy can fly with you.
Help is out there. All you have to do is reach out.