Hello, I was diagnosed with breast cancer Dec 28. New year was ruff but I managed very well but keeping myself busy. Thursday will be my mastectomy and last night was one of the very darkest moments I have ever experience. I woke up at midnight and I started to think and the emotions started to just flow to the point that I could not stop. Today is a bit better but I need support I realize this now. My husband well he does not talk about this so I need to find people that understand what I’m going tru. How not to go to does dark moments? Or do I have to go their to deal with this cancer ... help !