Even though I am surrounded with caring friends, I miss my best friend of all...my husband. He is undergoing heavy chemo for Pancreatic cancer and hopes to soon have the Whipple surgery. It has been a long haul. My big strong man has lost a lot of weight and some hair and has become a quiet quiet person. He has almost no energy and little patience for any type of conversation...just takes too much out of him. Anyone else facing a situation like this? I don't mind that I am now the only person working and have to carry that financial burden or that my husband no longer has the energy to do anything outside the house. I'm just sad all the time and grieving the life we had. Sorry to be a whiner. I have much to be thankful for.
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