I’m writing here today thinking that I might be alone with this dispear. I’m 35, PhD candidate. I can’t work more than 15h/week of intense activity or 25h/week of computer work. Otherwise, when I’m tired strong pain start everywhere in my body and it takes twice as much time to recuperate from it. I read forums about CML and its treatment and side effets (was on Gleevec, now on Sprycel.) it’s commun. I’ve been on these treatment for 4 years (with those side effects). I can’t work normally or live normally. My doctor says “ at least your alive!” True, but right now I don’t want to live like that anymore. With contant pain. I mentally and physically can’t. I don’t want to live like this. Anyone else feels tired to accept to live with constant side effect of pain and no solution?