I’m terrified waiting. After one ultrasound to look at a couple of left breast lumps and a left armpit lump my doctor has me booked to talk to a surgeon in person. ASAP. Even as non-urgent surgeries r being cancelled or postponed.
No diagnosis officially yet.
I see the surgeon 2 days before I will have 3 biopsies (idk what kind) a mammogram and an ultrasound of the right side.
the doctors urgency is both comforting and terrifying.
She is getting things lined up for me to likely have surgery ASAP but I don’t even k ow what kind of cancer or what stage yet. Or even if it really IS cancer...tho I have little doubt. No sense in wasting the time of a surgeon or risking Covid contact atm so if I’m going to talk to a surgeon...this has got to be deadly serious.
Covid lockdown makes it so much harder. Haven’t shared with most people in my life because I don’t really have a diagnosis yet AND everyone already has enough anxiety to deal with in our current pandemic.
also, I’m SO scared to go out for medical appointment. Scared I will catch the virus. I have asthma as well as this likely cancer diagnosis.
terrified terrified terrified
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