Hi, I’m having a lot of trouble beginning to cope with this and can’t even process what is happening to us. I know I need to slow it down because we don’t even have a diagnosis yet but I can’t take myself out of a constant panic. I don’t know what to do because I can’t do this. My husband is very sick, we know this but we only just realized on Thursday. On Friday he had an ultrasound and a cat scan so we have confirmed that he has ascites and spots on his liver. That is all we know but he looks so sick, he sounds so sick, he smells sick, we just kept blaming the symptoms on other things and he was hiding many from me because I am due with our third baby in 2 weeks. I can’t do this right now and I can’t lose my husband. I called the emergency mental health line because I just need to know how to begin to cope with this but there was no professional help over the weekend so it has been a very long weekend for me. I will be seeing my dr today, I just don’t know how to start this journey right now.