I've been retired since Sept 11, 2018 and it's been a roller coaster ride ever since. It's not sitting well with me. I keep wanting to go do my job and I'm devastated that I'm actually retired. I can't believe I acted so hastily. I'm worried about my future. I could have stayed at my job for another 5 years at least. I'm 64 and feel too young to retire. I still have lots of get up and go in me. I wish I had made a different decision on Sept. 11. Looking back I see I was extremely depressed. How can you make an important decision like retiring when you are depressed?