Now that I've got things rolling with a possible work return, after the rehab program, I'm starting to fret about actually being at work. I'm doubting my abilities and insecurities about my former job. I feel like a newbie starting all over again after 20 years. How has everyone else found their return after being off a long time during treatments? Was it the same, different, overwhelming? I hate the thought of being on a schedule, running for a bus and sky train and Canada Line or another bus. It's quite a long trek out to Richmond from where I live. I'm wondering if it's worth it. I sort of committed myself to the rehab program which starts in the middle of Sept, Oh no. I'm not ready for any of this.